Wednesday, April 13, 2011

play live on an Italian radio station

Had the great chance to play live on an Italian radio station with my old guitar teacher last Monday. We played 3 duet pieces. A Scarlatti Sonata, a Piazzola Tango, and The Millers Dance. These are the same duos that I’ll be playing this Saturday and that I’ll hopefully be able to video. Playing live in the studio was a great experience and although you still get nervous, it is a different kind of pressure to that of playing in a concert on a stage. The environment is more enclosed and you don’t have the sense of hundreds of eyes fixed on you but the pressure to play perfectly is still there and is still something I am yet to overcome. It seems to me any experience is good experience, and that one should try to play in as many different environments to try and be conditioned to the point where anywhere feels as comfortable as their own bedroom.
I guess I want to get to the point where I can sit and play in front of an audience and feel like I am sitting in my favorite chair at home. Where nothing is distracting me, where my surroundings are but mere images, where I can simply enjoy what I’m playing and nothing else. I’ll be honest, yeah sure it is great having people watch you and complementing you on your playing but the place where I get most satisfaction, the place where I truly play for the soul (or whatever you want to call it) is at home. And if I could bring that mentality everywhere with me, to make any place feel like home with my guitar - I would consider that a main goal of my playing career. I think once you’ve reached that level, the audience starts to realise too and that’s when you become one of the greats. That’s when it is no longer about technical side of things, not about the scales, not about sharps and flats, but that’s when it is all about music and the transcendental. 
In the mean time I guess I am to push my self to get involved in all kinds of performances, ones I want to do, ones I don’t want to do. Solo ones, ensemble ones etc.. You can never get enough practice as they say.
Jesse L